Friday, January 27, 2012

My Life Path Number 9 part 2

This description is from another source.

Those born with a Life Path number 9 are natural leaders, and they assume they are in charge even if they are not. If in a department store, people think they work there. They take care of everyone else but need to learn to speak up when they need help, love, and hugs. Nines often feel unloved or abandoned by their mother or father, or they feel completely responsible for them. It's hard for them to let go of the past. 

People with a Life Path 9 are humanitarians. If your Life Path is a 9 you have an extremely strong sense of compassion and generosity. You are selfless and helping others is very important to you. You not only want to help others, but you feel very deeply for those less fortunate than yourself. 

You are friendly and people like you. Your generosity knows no bounds, and you give freely of your money, time and energy. Your ultimate goal is working toward a better world. 

Because you are so giving you may find that your finances are not in the greatest shape. You may also have a tendency to be scattered … your talents lie in so many different directions that you may find it difficult to focus on just one. If you are not following your Life Path and are instead pursuing materialistic gains, you could feel a deep level of dissatisfaction with yourself. 

Number 9 symbolizes endings, spiritual consciousness. An individual with a Life Path number 9 can overcome a lot, and is often required to do so in their lifetime. If you have a Life Path Number 9 you most likely had a difficult relationship with one or both of your parents early in your life. 

Life path number 9 is the number of completion and resolution. You will need to make choices, and not resist endings. Below are some key points you might want to take into consideration to help you on your path … 

Your biggest battle in life is with endings and completion. You hate to see things finish, but you also are tempted to just end things so that it's on your terms. Just take it as it comes. 

Learn that every ending contains a beginning. You might do best with a career that lets you start and finish multiple projects. You'll get better at seeing the continuum of the process rather than the beginnings and endings. 

You may have a tendency to end relationships every time you encounter a rough patch. Teach yourself to see those situations as temporary. It's worth sticking to a commitment for many reasons, including just because you said you would. Don't always take the easy way out. 

Gardening may be a healing thing for you. Not house plants, but food, things that have a season. You'll enjoy seeing the progress throughout the year and knowing that it is a constantly revolving wheel. 





Source : http://seventhlifepath.com/numerology/life-path-number-9/

My Life Path Number 9

My life path number is 9 and I must say, it strangely describes me very well!!


The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.
Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind.
Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.
The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term "hail-fellow" may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.
Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.
The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.


At school

I didn't go to lunch me or my boyfriend so I'm here in the school library just reading and looking up volunteer stuff as usual lol .

Thursday, January 26, 2012

I'm painting and

I absolutely hate it.  I have this issue where I hate almost all my art work and wish it would just die! It looks crappy in my opinion but my art teacher won't let me not finish it for the art contest we're having. I hate it though....He likes it for whatever reason...and said "I won't let you give up" but I want to because it's hideous..

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Hitting the hay

I've been volunteering and doing things online via micro volunteering all day long and I am SO tired ! It's so hard for me to stop I still want to do more but I have to sleep .

Beautiful Images of Angels


Images can be found on :http://www.angel-fine-art.com/

Religion, Spirituality, and Philosophy

Is like a breathe of fresh air to me when I'm stressed or tired or upset. I love reading about different religions and different view points. It's hard for me to just pick one religion and like completely dedicate myself to it because I believe in a lot of different view points and concepts that come from  many different religions and at the same time, there may be something in a religion that I don't agree with or believe.

I believe in God, a higher power, Jesus, but now how people make them out to be. I love it how people try to make us see religion from their own perspective and view point, not everyone can do that and you can't make me see what you see the same way you see it no matter how hard you try. If it's not who I am, I'm not even going to front or pretend.

I am a very free spirited person and always have been since I was younger, I love variety and excitement in my life , the same but variation applies for religion and concepts, I can't stick to one  and refuse to put myself inside of a box. I'm not going to and no one can make me!


-Stephanie

Very tired

My iron deficiency anemia really has a bad toll on my body. I pulled an all nighter the night before last and that really has messed up my sleep schedule. Not to mention the night before the all nighter night in which I could not sleep well at all and ended up waking up at 3 A.M . It's so frustrating how tired I am though ; this makes no sense at all. I'm starting to think my iron anemia has gotten worse than what it was before because I find just by missing one night of sleep that I am messed up for about a week after it.


With all that said, I guess I'll look at some more volunteer options and opportunities that I can join while I wait for the two that I volunteered for to contact me back.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Have been searching or volunteer opportunities

A midst A.P Literature work and preparing to take my ACT test in about a week or two, I have been searching for volunteering opportunities online and I must say, it is harder than somebody would think. I have been looking for 3-4 days nonstop on volunteer search engines in which I qualify to volunteer for. It's really frustrating how one of the following happens:

 • You either have to commit time , like 6 months,to one project and that's not me at all. I like variety and change and jobs that are about change and I am sorry but I can't possibly do that because my schedule changes so fast because I am transitioning from high school to graduate. I've been looking for a job and I have my eyes set on one job so far.

 • The age requirements are usually 18 and it sucks that I'm only 17 and they also make it so hard sometimes to do ; there is a website that is started here in the city I live in by an organization and they allow teens to sign up for volunteer services and it displays the hours you've served or whatever on the website on your profile. The fact of the matter is that there was one SPECIFIC one I really wanted to do but you have to be 18 or have a parent sign a minor waiver form and my dad protested how he would not sign my rights away (which I understand) so THAT was out too.

 I am very physically tired from just searching and reading over a lot of different websites for hours on end while talking to my lovely boyfriend which makes it better but I still am tired , SO exasperated!My head even hurts x-x.